Excruciating Agony: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a